PRIORITIES


so this is the last post for me... at least for a time. it's been a fun year of telling my crazy anecdotes and sharing human weakness with y'all out there.

i've come to realize, in the past little while, that while i have grown a lot over the past year, i am still light-years away from being where i need to be. so i sat down and decided to re-prioritize some things in my life and unfortunately, my fun little creative outlet didn't make the cut.

this last year has meant so much to me... all of the heartache, the pain, the laughter, the craziness that is me. i feel like with each wave i have learned something new about myself and begun the arduous journey of learning how to change.

i have had my heart broken, my faith tested, my finances challenged, my trust in others questioned, disappointments one after the next and fears thrown in my face. i have also been lifted when i had nothing left, given peace when there was chaos, loved when i was unlovable, shared amazing moments never to be forgotten, laughter in every turn and light and understanding in my darkest day.

i can only pray that with this next year, you will find me even greater than i am. i will have learned how to let go of things that are hard to let go of, trusted even when my first instinct was to control, smiled when i felt like crying, served when i was too tired to go on and continued to make people laugh... which is what i do best.

and now, i will stop sounding like a cheesy church video and just turn off the light.