MY WEEKEND PLANS
a) a red sox game with one of the most gorgeous women i have ever met!
b) rockport, maine with awesome peeps
c) church at my most favorite church EVER!
d) a gathering of old chums
LIFE IS GOOD RIGHT NOW... and then monday comes, work begins, and total mayhem ensues! live it up while you can!
HELLO FROM 3 AM... AGAIN
once again i find myself wide awake when it seems as though all the world is peacefully slumbering... well not in the eastern part of the world where they're already well into the day.
the only difference between this time and the last time that i was miserably unable to sleep is the fact that this time, the insomnia is not drug-related. that's good right? or not so much.
i am so keyed up right now that my muscles actually feel like they are vibrating. lame.
guess that means it's time for a word vomit!
- i, once again, have said YES to too many things. i have been, unsuccessfully, trying to work on 5 different projects... so it always seems like i am 2 steps behind. i'm behind on calling people back, responding to emails/facebook stuff, trying to reschedule dinner dates or other such social exploits because i had to cancel. i feel like NOTHING is getting the attention it deserves... and that includes some of my favorite relationships. then it makes me feel guilt-ridden, and that NEVER does a body good!
- i feel like i have had more than my fair share of people snafu's over the past few weeks. i seem to either be putting my foot in my mouth, doing the wrong thing, not doing what i need to be doing, forgetting something or someone, or somehow being rude when i didn't know i was being rude. i just can't get it or keep it together this month!
- i'm worried about traveling in new countries all by myself. i've had two separate nightmares that i got lost in an airport in france and couldn't get to my connecting train on time... in one of the dreams i then had to sleep in the airport until the next day and i got stalked by a homeless man that sort of looked like PRINCE! anyone want to travel with me to italy in june?
- i'm worried about money for this summer. i know i shouldn't fret... the company will pay me each week and i should be just fine with the amount i'll have saved by the time i go... but i can't help but worry about the unknown.
- i sometimes feel trapped here in utah. i can't figure out what about utah makes me feel this way, but i feel it nonetheless. so the thought of staying here after i return from my summer 'o' fun, gets me a little moody... even with really cool things happening here that are on the horizon.
okay, i think that's enough for now. do we think this vomit has helped? i am hoping that the minute i push send it will also send along some lethargic vibes to my synapses and tell them to chill out so i can sleep for just a few hours.
i guess if this doesn't work, there's always counting sheep... right?
LA MIA PROSSIMA AVVENTURA GRANDE
oh, i am so sorry that i won't be here for your birthdays and weddings and bah mitzvahs and baby blessings... i'll be in italy... all summer... soaking in the sun and traveling through europe on my down-time, and my heart is breaking! HAHAHA! or not so much!
i really hate to brag, but let's be honest, there hasn't been much to brag about lately in the life of peggy... so i am ALL OVER this one!
have you heard this story before, it's a good one:
once upon a time this girl named peggy applied to teach english as a foreign language through the use of the creative dramatics and drama. then, after weeks of hard work, blood, sweat and tears... she heard from the amazing people at ACLE... they told her to COME ON OVER and be a teacher with them! and the world rejoiced. okay, maybe not the world... but she did, for sure. oh and so did all of the amazing people in her life that have been supporting her this whole time!
this is a picture of one of the many docks in san remo