A RANDOM-FILLED THOUGHT PROCESS


i'm supposed to be studying for my mid-term which is tomorrow morning at 9... but i'm not. i'm in bed with my computer resting on my lap, listening to my roommate workout to whatizface lead her in ab exercises, the thumping of the cheesy techno music that is supposed to evoke inspiration not vomiting is making it's way into my room through my thin wall. i look down at my toenails that used to be a perfectly, shiny red... all trimmed and buffed and cute... now i can see that one of the nails has decided to beat everyone else in the race to be longest and is in desperate need of a file... the red is now chipped a little here and there... sad, they're just not as cute as they used to be.

my window is slightly open, which makes me happy because every once in a while i can feel a small gust of cold air and with my feet tucked deep under the covers i am so cozy it's sick.

speaking of bed... i LOVE my sheets... 600 thread count egyptian cotton... sliding under the sheets feels like melting in butter.

smile.

i'm in the mood to be quiet... too bad for the techno... but oh well, i will just have to make due... too bad for that gnawing feeling in the pit of my stomach because i realize that i will probably FAIL my midterm tomorrow because i have been so unfocused this semester and i haven't put the kind of time in to studying or caring that would warrant me getting a good grade.

did i really just hear whatizface say "you're looking good!"... how does he know if my roommate is looking good??? is that like one of those scary movies where the guy in the TV screen says stuff like "i like your purple shirt jenny." and then jenny does a double take just in time to see the creepy guy come out of the screen with a big kitchen knife to kill her. does my roommate REALLY need to have the volume anyway?

i just got done reading the princess bride and i really liked it. of course i had seen the movie but it was awesome to read the book... just found out that morgenstern is fictional... who knew... how clever.

i'm so tired right now... it's tempting to just go to bed and not study. who knows...