YAY FOR FAMILY!!!


so i am so WAY excited because my sister and my nephew are coming to visit me tomorrow!!!

in preparing for their arrival i started to think about my cute/weird family and all of a sudden i began to cry. two reasons:

I LOVE MY FAMILY
I AM HOMESICK

part of the reason the feeling was so strong is that i am trying to come to grips with the reality that i may not be able to afford to see my family this christmas... and the thought is breaking my heart. it's possible that i may go and see my parents in NAUVOO, IL where they are serving their LDS MISSION... but that may not happen either. it would be the first time EVER that i would be alone on christmas. how weird.

anyway... i just can't wait to have my family close to me. i love how susan and i laugh together. and ben... well he's ben. he's one of those cool dudes that doesn't have tons to say but laughs at everything i do and say (cause i'm a weirdo)... and he should laugh... after all i changed the dudes diapers... he owes me something!

YAY for family being here!!! it's gonna be a GREAT week!