CONFESSIONS

musings you probably don't care about but i write nonetheless

• i don't read other people's blogs anymore. i don't know if it's just boredom with blogging, if i'm just in a different 'phase' or who knows what. and it's not that i don't LOVE my friends and their blogs... i just don't read them for some reason. so i won't hold it against you if you stop reading mine.



• i can NEVER get the 'le' / 'el' rule right in spelling. it happens to me all the time. and the word angel always causes a certain amount of panic that is hard to describe. angel.... angle... yikes! oh, and i get scared about the 'ley' / 'ely' rule too. like the word 'completely' makes me type and re-type every single time!!


• i read a lot. my book choices are varied-- from classical to contemporary... and i find that while i am submersed in the book i am reading at that moment, i start narrating my life and it's almost always is in the style of the author that i am reading. classical novel ex: "she felt a tug of nervous sway as she walked along the pavement that led to her imminent encounter with the man that she had always loved and never found the words to express such feelings to. the wind swept at her hair and it danced in the outskirts of the awkward world that occupied her mind..."


• so i was engaged at 19. we were going to be married on May 11 of that year. i was just thinking about how every year on May 11 i think to myself- for just a split second- "man,i was going to get married today." and it's not like i am sad that we aren't married- on the contrary... but it's just a passing thought and i wonder if there is ever going to be a year i don't think it.
  

• i snore. and there has never been a moment in my small life's history that i haven't been completely embarrassed by this fact


• i find that the stranger the scenario- the better my life is. i love when weird stuff happens to me. the weirdos on the bus FLOCK to me-- i have stories to prove it-- and i seem to have this innate ability to notice the strange things going on around me. i love it!!

• i have a hard time convincing people that i LIKE to be alone more than i like to be around people. guess you really have to know me to understand. but sometimes i wish that people would just believe me!